Transgressions

Eric. 21. Ft. Worth, TX.

I’m not important or close to anyone anymore. Like yeah, I’ve got a few good friends or whatever, but I don’t talk to anyone even close to regularly, I don’t hang out with anyone ever, and I’m literally no one’s first choice. I’ve lost two of the most important people in my life over the last couple months—one temporarily, and one most likely for good in a really awful falling out—and it’s a really shitty feeling to know that someone could supposedly care so much about you one day, and literally the next day want nothing to do with you. I just miss the idea that someone, somewhere, actually cares about me as much as I care about them. I just miss someone caring about me at all, because these days are feeling more and more lonely every day.

Seahaven

—It's Over

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Seahaven - It’s Over 

Don’t tell me, don’t tell me this is for good
and the leaves will never change
I’m waiting, still waiting for your face
to exceed a picture frame
It’s four years and a work week to regret
and blame you all over again
The rest of my life is sleep, to dream of what it could have been

(via coloredkite)