i’ve done like, 12 things in my life probably, and i regret 16 of them
I hate that there’s no one in my life that actually wants me around. Only when it’s convenient.
I’m such a fucking loser.
I DON’T WANNA WAAAAAASTE MY TIME
BECOME ANOTHER CASUALTY OF SOCIETY
Life is unfair. You put someone first who puts you second. You study your ass off for a final only to get a C. You give 110% to someone in a relationship who only gives 40%. You’re there for a best friend at 3:00am and the next day they don’t pick up their phone. It seems like you’re giving everyone everything and they’re just walking away with it.
Miss not being lonely.
Continually falling more and more for a girl I’ll never get to call my own.
ive always wanted a surprise birthday party.
but ive never had the friends that gave a fuck enough to arrange one.
Starting to wish I do end up getting fired from my job so it’ll just push me over the edge and end up making me kill myself. I don’t want to be alive anymore. There’s literally nothing to live for anymore. There really hasn’t been for a long time. I’m just too scared to go through with it.
Had one of the best days. The only thing that wasn’t good about it was the fact that I can’t lean over and kiss you like I’ve wanted to do for 6 years now. I can’t hold your hand or call you mine. You’re really nothing short of perfect, and you go home to someone else every night and that absolutely kills me.
Is anyone else weirdly self-conscious about wiper blade speed? Like, I’m always afraid that I’ll have them set too fast for the amount of rain happening, and people will look at me and judge me like “lol omg bitch be tryin 2 hard”
seriously thought i was the only one.
Listening to Jimmy Eat World and wanting to kill myself. You know, the usual.